I want to leave my husband because he keeps joking about m*rdering me AITAH

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My husband isn’t really some type of person who is good at jokes or known as a funny guy. He never jokes anyways but, over the last month he kept on making jokes about my death, or him killing me, or stuff involving my death.

Some of these jokes genuinely made me feel a little scared for exampl, I came late from work and I was eating dinner alone, soup that he made and as I took a few sips he said something like, “If this soup was poisoned this would be your last meal. That would suck since you don’t even like soup”. Idk maybe sounds funny but idk.

When I forgot to take medications for my heart, which I have to take daily, he said wonder how long I’d last without them before my heart stops beating.

I hit my head on stairs and lost consciousness for a second and he told me how that hit was hard and came to conclusion how it would take a lot more force for a skull to break. Once he said how people around us are so busy that nobody would notice if one of us disappeared.
It’s like, not all jokes are directly targeted at me but at the same time they are.

There is way more things, even physical things like when he once pretended to chase me at 3 am when I went to toilet. Lol this might sound funny but it’s terrifying for me. As I said he’s not a funny guy, he never was until he started making these “jokes”.

Reading this back, it sounds unserious and maybe people will find it funny but it’s not a fun situation to be in. I don’t want to end up on news one day yk šŸ’€.

Comments

  1. 64green Avatar

    You need to leave him. There’s nothing funny about this at all.

  2. Sufficient_Ad_6051 Avatar

    UHM??? This is not funny!! I would not feel safe in that house.Ā That is not how a loving partner speaks.Ā 

    Do you have family or friends you could stay with? You really should leave that situation. Like yesterday.

    Notice you did not put one good thing in this post. This man does not love or cherish you. This man enjoys scaring you with ā€œsubtleā€ death threats calculated to make you question your sanity (just like you’re doing) – that’s TERRIFYING.

    Get out! Get safe! NTA.

  3. NeeliSilverleaf Avatar

    He’s threatening to murder you, leave TODAY.

  4. Sweaty-Delivery-5300 Avatar

    This is bizarre and I would get out. None of these sound like jokes or funny. I would also tell other people besides reddit about these conversations in case something happens. Make a point of starting to keep in contact with people regularly so they WILL notice if you stop responding or disappear. Since youre planning on leaving, I would talk to a lawyer. You can share this information with them and even give them a letter to be shared with the authorities if something does happen.

  5. The_Stay_At_Home_Dad Avatar

    NTA. Please take this super serious

  6. coopunitsmooth Avatar

    There is nothing funny about this. You need to document every time he does this, and you need to leave. He is serious

  7. Vast-Fortune-1583 Avatar

    Reading it back sounds “unserious”? It sounds awful to me. I’d be scared to live with him.

  8. mrsaskquatch Avatar

    This is some psychotic shit he is doing. Even joking this stuff is way over the line. No one would make these jokes to one they love, especially if they aren’t known for dark humor, which seems like he isn’t normally like this, so big red flag.

  9. Fair_Theme_9388 Avatar

    Girl no one’s going to find this funny. What’s funny about your husband fantasizing about poisoning your food and wondering how much force it would take to crush your skull?

    Did something happen to make him start acting like this in the last month?

  10. Redactor_Ares Avatar

    I’ve seen enough horror movies, Investigation Discovery, and forensic psychology books to know this isn’t right.

  11. SherburnSherbet Avatar

    Short term, please make sure he’s aware you are sharing these ‘jokes’ with friends and family over text/messages. If there is something more sinister going on he will be aware there is a trail leading back to him.

  12. Electronic-Trade7960 Avatar

    NTA

    See, my partner and I are horror movie lovers and will regularly ā€˜stab’ each other (make the stabbing motion with our hands while being hugged/cuddled/etc and in silly voices say ā€œstabā€). That’s jokes. That’s funny. We’ve communicated about this before, we find it endearing since it’s somewhat of an inside joke between us.

    On the other hand, your husband is just threatening to fucking murder you and you need to leave ASAP and not be asking Reddit for a second opinion because what’re we supposed to do? Testify to the police after he’s done it!?

  13. Gloomy-Ninja2149 Avatar

    This is not funny at all, please leave. My ex husband used to make similar ā€œjokesā€ to see how much he could get away with or test boundaries before he started to get physical with what he was saying.

  14. Anxious_Foxx8601 Avatar

    Do it back! Do it. I dare you! Make him feel your pain

  15. boyinthestars Avatar

    honey please leave. please run. please.

  16. Ill-Watercress739 Avatar

    Unless he’s had a brain injury or some undiagnosed disorder this isn’t funny and even if he does have those it’s still not funny. NTA this is scary af.

  17. Blueberry0Cake Avatar

    NTA, and also, RUN???

  18. Brennagwyn Avatar

    It doesn’t sound serious? It sounds serious to me! He sounds unhinged. Is he suffering from any mental conditions that you know of? Please be careful!

  19. Miserable_Drop_5398 Avatar

    He will turn physical. You need to work your options for moving out. You two could attend couple’s therapy. Therapy will help make the divorce easier for you or get him to calm down with his unfunny jokes. Either way, you will feel more comfortable that he’s not going to push you down the stairs.

  20. Short_Werewolf_8452 Avatar

    This sounds incredibly serious. I would definitely leave immediately. Do you have a safe place to go?

  21. HolySheetCakes Avatar

    There are way too many ā€œjokesā€ for you to still be alone with this man under any circumstances. Please leave. Please file a restraining order. If anyone tells you you’re overreacting just tell them it’s easier to overreact when you’re still alive & to suck it. But seriously, just leave. Get your ducks in a row & leave even if you have to do it while he’s at work. NTA.

  22. Rainy579 Avatar

    You should believe people when they tell you who they are. Get away from this man, report his threats to the police, but don’t be alone with him

  23. Impressive_Stable396 Avatar

    No girl. You need to have a few friends over and tell all of them this in front of him so he knows everyone knows and I would get some space, go stay with a friend for a while and figure out if you want to stay with this person. Have you ever looked at his search history or what he enjoys looking at? What if he is a serial killer fan or something weird like that. Idk this doesn’t sound unserious to me it sounds scary af

  24. humanofoz Avatar

    NTAH this is not joking and it’s not ok. Is this an escalation of behaviour or is it completely out of character? If it’s the former get out right now, if it’s the latter and he is normally very nice and caring etc there could be a health issue going on but you still need to be safe and this is not currently a safe situation for you.

  25. SchoolBusDriver79 Avatar

    NTA. Jokes are funny, they usually have a punch line. What he’s saying is not funny. Get out of that house NOW and give everything he’s said to your divorce lawyer. In fact, tell EVERYBODY what he is saying just in case you do disappear.

    Sorry this is happening to you. Good luck.

  26. Moemoe5 Avatar

    Your husband is a grown man saying shyt like this??? Yeah, I’d leave. NTA

  27. Old-Pepper-6156 Avatar

    Ummm, You in danger girl!

  28. squishybun42 Avatar

    This is scary. Please run for the hills.

  29. TroubledTimesBesetUs Avatar

    He needs to be seeing a mental health counselor so they can diagnose him. I’m quite serious. This is all very strange. I would be afraid too and maybe you need to move out ASAP.

    How old is he?

  30. krazykatzzy Avatar

    Omg what are you waiting for – LEAVE NOW!!

  31. ComfortableIce3874 Avatar

    so you never listened to a true cri me pod cast or TV show huh ?
    He might not kill you but why would you stay with a guy fantasizes about it?
    Wouldn’t you like to be a guy who isn’t a weirdo?

  32. LdiJ46 Avatar

    It sounds extremely serious to me. I think that you need to get out fast. I don’t think that you are safe.

  33. Dare792 Avatar

    The man is a monster. Leave!

  34. Super-Staff3820 Avatar

    Have you asked him why he keeps bringing up your demise?

  35. Fine-Juggernaut8451 Avatar

    It sounds like he’s fantasizing and ruminating on harming you. I’ve known more than a few women who were killed by their husbands and boyfriends. Please be safe, and think about the discomfort of leaving him vs not getting to live your full life on this planet. We only get this one life. That’s it.

  36. mvms Avatar

    When men start saying that kind of thing… They are usually thinking it.

  37. JegHusker Avatar

    GTFO. He wants to hurt you.

    NTA at all, but he needs psychiatric help. See a lawyer.

  38. Dry-Sandwich-7009 Avatar

    There are literally true crime stories where the man was joking about killing his wife and then killed his wife and in interviews people would bring up how he’d always joke about it but no one took him seriously. Please take it seriously. This is not someone to be with.

  39. FunProfessional570 Avatar

    It sounds fucking unhinged. Girl. You are totally under-reacting. Grab your personal papers, sentimental items, and pets and get the hell out of there. If you can go somewhere he wouldn’t anticipate that would be best. Do this the next time he leaves the house.

    Then get yourself to a freaking lawyer.

  40. FunStorm6487 Avatar

    It’s not funny at all.

    Why are you putting up with it?

  41. Sneakertr33 Avatar

    Leave. Maybe have him go to a therapist or get a cat scan I have heard brain tumors and such can drastically alter someone’s personality to think this was funny, maybe? But even in that case he needs help ASAP. While you’re still worh him though make sure to tell your loved ones what is going on and to check in on you daily.

  42. Stevesmom1955 Avatar

    Doesn’t sound like healthy conversation to me.

  43. Abject-Impact-171 Avatar

    How is that even remotely funny? My husband would literally take a bullet for me. He would never joke about hurting me in any way (other than a joke about a really ripe fart making me tear up or something )

  44. Old_Cheek1076 Avatar

    It does not sound ā€œunseriousā€. Just the opposite. To continue this kind of joke over and over again shows a great deal of contempt for you. NTA

  45. Fearless-Air-815 Avatar

    If it was only the one or two ā€œjokesā€ but it’s been constant. Like it’s always on his mind. It would definitely make me feel uneasy to say the least. NTA.

  46. Waste-Reflection-235 Avatar

    Yeah, no there is nothing funny about this. This is disturbing. This is not normal. You are NTA for leaving.

  47. Wanderful-Woman Avatar

    No one thinks this is funny. Chasing someone at 3am?? Nope.

    You are in danger. Get your paperwork and affairs in order and prepare to safely leave. Tell friends and family and coworkers and your boss what he is saying and doing. Do not take this lightly.

  48. Gold-Perception-4467 Avatar

    NTA. šŸƒā€ā™€ļø His humor, is morbid, unfunny , offensive and raises serious 🚩🚩🚩

  49. Inevitable_Angrybee Avatar

    You need to leave. It starts as jokes.

    Even if it’s hard, and you have to crash on sugars until you’re in a better place. What an awful way to feel in your own home, where you should feel safe abd relaxed.

  50. Dense_Quarter_5049 Avatar

    Leave! Please respond that you are safe. We are worried for you.

  51. StrainImmediate7089 Avatar

    Good grief, you dealing with is a person with a warped sense of humor. That’s very unfunny. He needs psychiatric evaluation and therapy. Have a close trusting family members or friends completely informed of what’s been happening. Make sure you have an escape plan and safe room. Have your phone within reach or in you pocket at all times. Carry a knife on your person. Practice quick defense response. Prepare to use it if you have to. Look him square in the eye ask him what’s going on with him. Don’t look away, don’t say another word. What you are saying is something for the police to look into. They probably won’t do anything about it.
    Reddit is not the place to be asking for advice. Really.

  52. VBolvin62 Avatar

    Leave him…now

  53. irishstorm04 Avatar

    There is nothing about his continuous comments focused on you dying, that is funny. You need to leave asap. And you need to do it quickly and accurately. That means you have to get all your stuff together. Make sure you put all your important papers somewhere safe and away. Make sure you take any pet you have in the house cause God knows what he’d do to your cat or dog, have someplace set up, talk to a lawyer, and then get the heck out. NTA

  54. tnscatterbrain Avatar

    I don’t think it sounds unserious at all.

    This sounds seriously unsafe for you.

  55. Forward_Drawer_5374 Avatar

    Run and never look back! Stay and strong. I would pack everything that I can and go. This is not funny and I don’t care if it’s a joke or not. It needs to end!

  56. MoodOk4607 Avatar

    NTA. That’s creepy.

  57. RegretDue3283 Avatar

    Silly rage bait. It’s obviously serious, and it’s not funny. How hard did you hit your head?

  58. res06myi Avatar

    OP, you need to get out NOW. This is literally a soft launch for killing you. A woman is more likely to be killed by an intimate partner than anyone else. Literally grab your keys if you have a vehicle and walk out. Leave everything. Do not pack a bag in front of him. Walk out. Or don’t come home tomorrow.

  59. Fine-Environment3207 Avatar

    He’s acting unhinged. Please leave him, and find a plan fast. Your not safe

  60. DotSuspicious4925 Avatar

    Girl. Start packing and leave. Today! And make sure you have someone there with you as you do it.

  61. Real-Worth-88 Avatar

    NTA, as someone with a dark sense of humour that is not what that is. He’s testing the water, and in his head, he has already decided you have to go. He’s just deciding how to do it. you need to leave asap and tell everyone who will listen about this just in case something does happen before you have a chance to get out.Try and get as far away as possible and cut contact completely because that’s not one bit normal and honestly it sounds like you have no trust in him now if you ever did so you really do need to leave please dont second guess yourself we have instincts for a reason and that fear your feeling is your body telling you to run.

  62. Mynoseisgrowingold Avatar

    This is terrifying. When I’m annoyed with my husband sometimes I’ll joke that he should’ve linger too long at the top of the stairs today, but we both laugh and know it’s a joke. This isn’t funny, this is a threat. Make a plan and get out.

  63. Sea-Breaz Avatar

    Please take this seriously. Leave.

  64. BasicallyBojack-H Avatar

    Please get out of there as soon as possible, stay with a friend or a family member. Nothing about that sounds like a joke at all.

  65. Vaxxish Avatar

    It’s not a joke.
    Get out of there.

  66. dca_user Avatar

    It sounds very serious.

  67. potterheadforlife29 Avatar

    This really isn’t funny. Please get away from him and inform someone else about this behavior

  68. PinkIsBestest Avatar

    Reading it he sounds like a psycho about to add 30 new holes to your body

  69. CoppertopTX Avatar

    My second husband used to joke about stuff like this.

    Then, he tossed me from a window of our 3rd floor apartment, onto the roof of a Snap-On tools truck. The cops hauled him off. The judge gave him 15 years in prison, about 33 years ago.

    He never came out. From what I was told, his mouth wrote a check his ass couldn’t cash, and he was beaten to death.

    Seems fitting.

  70. _chartreusecapybara Avatar

    I just saw something that said if someone you are in a relationship with is hitting things (like walls) or breaking things or whatever, its basically showing you what they want to do to you. I would say its the same thing with words… i’m sorry this is happening, def NTA, I would leave but please be careful

  71. fly1away Avatar

    Get out NOW or end up dead.

    Do NOT tell him you’re leaving.

    Just disappear.

    NOW, ffs.

  72. Anniemarsh69 Avatar

    Your husband is making you feel scared in your own home and you don’t think thats serious? You should feel safe and secure and the one person that supposed to help you feel that way is actually making you feel the opposite. I don’t think you are taking this seriously enough.

  73. Ok-Natural-2382 Avatar

    Get out of that relationship and never look back.

  74. dana-banana11 Avatar

    It sounds bad tbh, even if it were just jokes he should have been upset and worried when you fell and were unconscious.

  75. Seamore_J_Turtle Avatar

    These are not jokes, you are in danger. Please talk to someone you trust and get help to get away from him.

  76. Common_Estate6292 Avatar

    Install nanny cams until you can safely leave!

  77. Loisalene Avatar

    That’s as far from Unserious as you could be. Listen up, woman, don’t be dead, please.

  78. Anxious_Island_404 Avatar

    Leave the house right now! Don’t say anything, just get in your car and go! Go to a family members house or a friend’s place. Don’t return to the house unless you have someone with you. Don’t be with him alone ever!! Don’t wait and don’t hesitate!

  79. sacodetoro75 Avatar

    Probably a good šŸ’”

  80. Miserable_Drive9354 Avatar

    It doesn’t sound funny at all. Please leave him. I am scared for you

  81. PumpkinSpiceMayhem Avatar

    Ma’am this is the opening to a Forensic Files episode. Bail! Go! Jesus Christ.

    It’s ONE thing to groan and go “Oh god I’m going to kill you” after the 90th pun of the day, this is serious.

  82. Dana07620 Avatar

    Reading this, it sounds very serious. You need to get the hell out of there.

    You should document all the threats.

    NTA

  83. vabirder Avatar
  84. Eastern-Eggplant4374 Avatar

    Reading this, I’m scared for you. I’d be afraid to use, eat anything. And definitely not with him. You need to tell friends now he’s saying this. We need you alive!!

  85. Mental-Paramedic9790 Avatar

    I had a friend about 20 years ago who grew up in a really badly dysfunctional family. She was living with her dad when she was a teenager. He kept saying he was going to kill her. Finally one day, when he said it that time, she knew she was in real danger. So she got out of there.

  86. ImportantZone7925 Avatar

    Trust your instinct, no matter what your partner says, even if it is savage jokes, your still supposed to feel safe it sounds like your guts telling you he could be serious and your never supposed to feel intimidated or under threat by somebody you call your husband and share a home and life with. The man truly for you will protect you from any man making me you feel like this

  87. Rendeane Avatar

    NTA. When he leaves for work, tell your job you are not coming in. Pack everything and get out NOW. Do not let him know where you are.

    He is not joking. He is not teasing. He’s not funny. He may have had a mental break. He may have a brain tumor. It may be a reaction to prescription or street drugs. It’s not your problem. He needs to figure that out on his own. This is a time when your personal safety is more important than “in sickness or in health.”

    Contact a women’s domestic violence shelter for recommendations for moving services who can move you on short notice whose employees are trained in DV. My city has several.

  88. Basswife26 Avatar

    Yeah, these aren’t jokes. These are giant red flags. Please get out now. My ex was doing the same thing, because he was cheating on me. So he started joking that he would pay someone $5 to kill me. Joked about for years. In reality, he started an affair with an 18 year old when we were 35 then continued to verbally, emotionally and financially abuse until this year when I finally got free at the age of 51. He’s marrying the side chick in October. Please be safe OP.

  89. Over_Flounder5420 Avatar

    that’s unsettling. i’d tell him it’s not funny. and why he’s preoccupied with your death and ways of dying.

  90. Tassle15 Avatar

    NTA the fact you are scared says everything. You believe he is capable of killing you. You need out like now.

  91. -StereoDivergent- Avatar

    When my husband makes soup he gives me puppy dog eyes and asks me if I like it and gets super excited when I do

    When I get medication he makes sure to remind me to take it every day until it’s done

    And when I injure myself he comes over and tries to help, even if I’m just going to the bathroom late at night he checks on me

    What you’re experiencing is not normal and I’d be scared too

    NTA

  92. Lower_Edge_1083 Avatar

    I always wonder how serial killers acted socially before they were caught

    Probably like thisĀ 

  93. btownsle Avatar

    Who has the link of the guy who went on family feud and made a joke about regretting getting married or something…. Anyway he killed his wife. Yeah, leave dude.

  94. gutsyradio13 Avatar

    ok i was about write that my husband has never and would never joke about my death – until i remembered he likes to be dramatic and tell people that i was dead for 5 hours when i had open heart bypass surgery šŸ˜‚ (i wasn’t actually dead, the bypass machine was just operating the ship lol).

    NTA. THIS IS NOT THE SAME. HE’S JOKING ABOUT KILLING YOU.

  95. Additional_Layer8655 Avatar

    Yeah I agree . I tend to make jokes that sound funny to only me to make myself laugh sometimes but even so. If they are a continuous thing and he hasn’t taken the hints you don’t like them and stopped then it’s probably safe to bet that either he has issues and could likely act on them or b. He’s going to keep disrespecting you even when you are in fact scared. Either way is not a life you want to live because that’s just anxiety for when or if he does anything again even if it is just playing. I’m not saying there are not treatments but you need to at least get away long enough for him to get help and then go from there and decide if help is working or not.

  96. udodgingslugz Avatar

    Stop being chicken

  97. CakeZealousideal1820 Avatar

    He’s not joking. You need to plan your escape DISCRETELY

  98. SlytherinPaninis Avatar

    Why are you even posting here. If this is real you need to get far away from him and report to police.

  99. ThatCasualDragon Avatar

    IMO, if you are concerned enough to ask the question “should I go” or “is this serious?” the answer is almost always “yes.” Take care of yourself, though. Document what you can. Don’t let him know you’re thinking about going. Have a go bag in case you need to gtfo faster than you can finalize plans. Look at getting a restraining order. If you have friends, coworkers, or neighbors around, setup some check ins. Just a phone call each day so they know to be concerned if they don’t hear from you (especially with neighbors since he mentioned it being so quiet, make sure people will notice). Do what you need to do, even if that means throwing a bag of clothes and important docs in the car and leaving everything else while going to sleep on someone’s couch for a while.
    Also (probably for after you leave so he doesn’t see it) strongly recommend the book Why Does He Do That? by Lundy Bancroft. It’s an older one, especially where therapy stuff is concerned, but it’s a classic for a reason. I suspect you might notice a bunch of other things unrelated to his “jokes” that you didn’t even think about.

  100. tired-queer Avatar

    My ex used to joke about killing me. And then he hit me, set some of my possessions on fire, pointed loaded guns at me, and threatened to leave me stranded in the middle of nowhere with no coat or passport in the dead of winter at 2am in a foreign country.

    Leave. Don’t wait.

  101. NoticeMaleficent1051 Avatar

    NTA. I understand dark humour but constant jokes of just your death and that too randomly, when it’s not a part of their regular personality, is way too suspicious. How long have you known this person?