groomed on kik

this was over 10 years ago – content warning for mention of self harm and cp

When I was in middle school and early highschool (from ages 12-14) I talked to a man in his late 20s that I met on Omegle. We communicated through kik messenger. He knew how old I was. I was struggling with my mental health and he would ask me to send him pictures of my self harm, analyzing the “technique” and pattern or whatever that I used. On one occasion he sent me a video of CP, it was very violent. It’s been over 10 years and I still can’t get the image out of my head. I feel like seeing that further traumatized me, especially since I was sexually abused as a child myself. I haven’t really told my therapist about this, I don’t know why. I hate him (the kik guy, not my therapist) and I hope his life is awful if he’s still kicking.