24m
I was with a girl a few years ago. We lived together for over a year. Had our on and offs. Left to work arguing to the car, come home from work to all of her things gone.
Had arguments for months, tried and tried again. I never drank before but started drinking, partying,drugs and sleeping with different women while being off and on.
Eventually never worked out. Years go by and I can never stop thinking of her and how much I miss her. Nothing in life feels the same.
I feel bad but have been in a relationship for a year now and I still think of my ex.
How do I fix myself.