CPS FBSS TEXAS

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i have recently had a case opened against me with false allegations and also another call during the investigation which they are refusing to close the case now because of another false call and wanting to do a FTM with the person making false accusations. ( i have never lost custody of my kids or been removed from my care as i have been sober and they are safe) i am tempted to let it go to court because they told me if i did not participate they would to make me be involved with FBSS through the court, im wondering if they actually decide what to do or if its a losing game either way. i do not understand what else they could make me do. my childrens father was abusive in the past but we have separated and they keep accusing of us of being together even though we have strong proof we are not, we passed drugs test and completed courses they asked. im so tired and ready to throw in the towel but if im being honest if i ever lost my children id probably kill myself .. need help and advice what to do asap. i feel like im losing either way. need answers asap please, i agreed to a FTM tomorrow but if they ask me to do FBSS i will lose it. i have done FBSS in the past related to smoking marijuana and stayed clean and completed EVERYTHING they asked. it was miserable. i was freshly postpartum, went through sepsis and survived thankfully , healing from a csection and still did it all for them. just for 7 months later they are harassing me again. i work full time now and have three small children under 6. i cant imagine how hard itll be to do what they ask this time around. i have always complied and committed. im tired of being a lap dog it almost feels. do i not have rights ???
Location: Texas