Alright so, I know a lot of people had sex at the age of 15 and above but me? I had sex at 10. Yes, 10 As in TEN years old. And since then, I’ve been sexually active. Up until now, I am. At an early age of 5, I know where babies come from. The whole process of how it was made. I know the consequences of having sex since 5 and im not curious about it either. But when I was 10, this high schooler came up to me and told me I’m “cute”. Basically, grooming me. And I was also at puberty so my mind was just “Lets try it out” and it just happened. We did it in a secluded spot behind the school, for a single round only. And after that, we parted ways like nothing happened.
And then after 4 years when I’m 14, my cousin(yes, I know it sounds bad) same age as I am, a shawty, came to my room to sleep in my room because her family’s from Japan an visiting here in my country. And maybe she was also sexually active because I’m the middle of the night, she came to my bed and spooned herself in me.
Yeah that’s all I’m gonna say it’s been a burden for me keeping this secret.
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You should get therapy, it will be important for helping you find and develop healthy relationships.
Sorry that happened, life isn’t fair
Hope you’re able to move on, this world sucks
are you male or female?
what have you experienced i have the fantasy to do it……..(about what you discussed in your last para…..)
Yeah i am not saying this in a mean way but you need proffessional help, this is out of reddit’s capabilities to help you with.
Also just gonna say that children need to go over specific developmental stadiums. If they dont it can kinda mess themnup in their adult hood. So you really need to work on this.