As I get older I realize that I have been sexually abused multiple times

Well, it’s basically what the title says. I won’t go into too much details because it makes me spiral… The first time that I remember it’s was my dad. My mom allowed me to shower with him (for some reason) and he would touch me/ make me touch him. My dad would watch me change occasionally, touch my butt and say sexual innuendos towards me. This happened from the age of 4-11ish. During that time I was also being sexually abused by my grandmother and her ex husband. They never touched me but when i stayed with them in the summer they often had sex in my bed with me sleeping in it. My grandmothers ex husband exposed himself to me a couple times. In middle school the basketball coach would constantly flirt me, he lowkey groomed me and I had sex with him twice when I was 18. When i was 13, I hung
I hung around the wrong crowd and I skipped school, got super drunk and an 18 year old guy that I skipped school with raped me in the park bathrooms next to my school. After that I had a really hard time at school and I began visiting my school counselor very often because I literally cried uncontrollably almost every day. Anyway, the counselor never did anything to me physically but he would always inquire about my sex life and make jokes that made me uncomfortable. Honestly, he helped me graduate high school so i don’t really hold that against him. I give him benefit of the doubt. Now the most recent time was last week. My boyfriend guilted me into having sex with him. He came to visit me after a week of not seeing him and since he got to my place he kept trying to make a move on me and I told him multiple times i did not want to have sex. All i wanted to do was chill in the living room and watch tv but he kept telling me he wanted to go lay in bed because he was tired. I agreed to go lay down with him but then he climbed on top of me and asked me for sex again. I told him no multiple times again and then he started saying that I was making him feel ugly and bad because I didn’t want to have sex. after a while i just gave in and let him do it so he would leave me alone. does that count? Idk if it’s sexual abuse but it made me very upset and i still feel uncomfortable about it…

anyway i just wanted to get these thoughts out my head.