Tldr: should i leave my bf who keeps ignoring me when i raise concerns to him
Hi. I have no one to talk to about this because I have no friends other than my bf. I (21F) am considering breaking up with my bf (22M). We have officially been together for 3 months but weve been dating for 2 yrs already (sorry if this is confusing, we decided to put off adding label because we are both not yet ready with the responsibilities associated with it such as having celebrations monthly and being legally accepted by both our parents). We are slowly working on those things tho, now that we are officially.
Enough with the backstory, I love him and we are actually okay however, everytime we fight he gets mad and i am always the one initiating fixing things. Im the one who always call, making efforts to settle things and fix things by talking and by listening to each others side etc. and he is just there blocking me in all of my accounts. Literally, IGNORING ME.
This happens literally every month lol. And its already affecting me. However, there are time where i think i am thr problem and that i should adjust and just not make him made so our relationship remain okay. My questions is, am i the one being toxic here? Or i just dont have the guts to leave?
P.s. another issue i got us that he doesnt give advices whenever i rant something about my problems, like he just react but does not give encouraging words, to which i expect from him. He’s also a good provider (financially), but sometimes im looking for something else because i live quality time more and i want him to be clingy
P.p.s we are in an ldr relationship but we dont call or text often