’18M’This started one time when we were hanging out in ’19M’his car in a parking lot eating food he interrupted me for a second and said “what would you do if you disappeared” i said “what?” Frightened and he said “what if i killed you and your family” and i just stopped for a minute because this is someone i have known for awhile our families know each other so we are quite close i was confused so i said “what about your family” he said “they wont miss me” and ever since i haven’t had the same vibe from him but i care too much about this friend. Another time this happened we were playing a game outside and we were joking i forgot what i said me my friend and his cousin and his cousin just says “are you planning on killing (me)?” And he replies “maybe” the whole time it just killed my vibe and i kept asking him to promise its a joke and he would just laugh or change the subject his cousin asked him “what about jail?” He replied “i want to be on the inside” since then i havent seen him because i have been scared but i have to admit i have a slight crush on this friend but hes straight i worry about him and i check everyday if he texts me. I have to add we also did sexual things before and it has not been the same since right after we did is when the jokes started almost like he blames me for it when i just wanted us to be closer and i only suggested if he wanted to try it i didnt force him. He invited me over recently should i still hangout with him?
TL;DR My friend made jokes about killing me but i dont want our relationship to end.
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