I (19f) sometimes wake up wishing…

This may just be hormones talking with waking up horny and all that (which we all know)… and I’ve had this feeling before.

When I wake up horny sometimes, I wish I had a large, older muscular man or two sleeping next to me. They would be naked, so I could easily go down on him or them getting hard in my mouth while sleeping. And even possibly use their dicks to sit on top of. I know this seems far-fetched, but I do think about this and it helps me get off in the morning to start my day. I find myself picking my lips when I wake up and desire my own fucktoy of a man to have.

Thanks, hormones.