It has been many years since she and I parted apart. It was all fun until she got her boyfriend who manipulated and isolated her, this girl and I had an amazing few months together and it was so fun and i felt truly alive which is something I do not experience very often. I haven’t had friends like her before and I just really miss the time i sownt with her and I do not know why things changed, I have many friends, but do not feel anything with them. I regularly text my old friend, but we never manage to meet and I wonder if I am ever going to see her again. I believe I cannot feel very much love, but those few months with her was pure enjoyment.