Me, my boyfriend, and my friend were supposed to go to a standup comedy show tonight. My friend also invited her cousin, who’s new to the city and whom we met for the first time. After the show we went to a bar, got a bit drunk and walked back to my building (my friend and I live in the same building). While we were walking back, the plan had been that she would crash at my friend’s, but when we reached our building, she said she had some stuff to do early tomorrow, and decided she was going to walk to her place which according to Google Maps is a half hour minute walk. Unprompted my boyfriend offered to walk her, I wanted to walk with him too, but I was tired and tipsy and my friend also convinced me to go her place and finish the episode we were on.
My boyfriend was supposed to come back to my place after, but he texted me that he was just going to go to his place since it’s a 10 minute walk from hers. I was holding it together knowing that he was going to come back but now I have a terrible feeling for no good reason. Like maybe it’s stupid but I don’t like that his last thing of the day was a half hour walk with her rather than being with me. My mind also keeps going back to any jokes that only the two of them laughed at hard during the show, how much they talked, what she wore, how she looked. Can someone calm me down?