I’m not one for trends or use of tiktok terminology, but I am so so close to a crash out I can feel it.
Working minimum wage yet putting in so much effort to the point the place would fall apart without me, desperate to leave but no jobs going anywhere willing to take on someone with no experience.
Never going to be able to afford a house or to live comfortably because I wasn’t born rich and I’ll never be rich – i want to be a personal stylist, or a fashion designer, or an interior designer or an architect but i am just not good enough and I don’t think I ever will be.
Everything just seems so fucking hopeless right now and I really don’t see the point in fighting, leaving my bed feels like a chore and I just want to sleep. I’ve been ill for weeks but because I work so much and cannot afford the time off I haven’t seen a doctor, i feel like my brain is rotten and I keep losing my memory.
Everything is too much and I want my dog, and my mom, and a soul sucking 9-5 where I get weekends off. Be nice to your fucking servers & bar staff & kitchen staff because all it takes is one bad day to kill every aspiration, I swear to god.
I am not going to kill myself, but the thought is there.
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Lock tf in bro
Only young people talk like this. Or immature.
What’s wrong with everyone here? I’m sorry you’re feeling this way. I know it’s hard but it WILL get better. Have you tried looking on indeed for entry level office jobs? I started my career working at Walmart for 5 years and was able to get an entry level hospital registration position and move up from there. There’s a lot of things you can do to make a resume more impressive and confidence in an interview can take you miles ahead of your competition. PLEASE see a doctor when you can, I know easier said than done but physical health improvement will absolutely help your mental health too. Never be afraid to reach out to someone because even just letting it out in a text/phone conversation lets a weight off your shoulders. If you don’t have anyone to talk to, feel free to reach out to me. Keep your head up, buddy. You don’t get to see the flowers bloom without a little rain
Lets say you are right, deep down right about everything, then that means its true for all of us and the best thing we can all do is be there for each other trying to make things better for those we love and everyone, every soul, in general .