I am very far from perfect. I judge others. I get angry, I get frustrated with others. I think about how I would have done something better.
But I really do try and control those urges as best as possible. I do my absolute best to always consider myself the equal of all others.
In essence I try to destroy my ego as much as possible. How successful I have been is up for debate. The only thing that is for certain is that I try and hide my ego as much as possible from myself and from others.
This means I put no concern into things like social status, wealth, education level, whether people like someone else or not. To me I just try and accept everyone as they come 🙂
To the best of my ability as possible I never compare myself to others. I never sell myself. I never brag.
Is there just something about dating and relationships that requires an ego of some sort? I will admit that being autistic has made me realize how clueless I am about so many things.
It gets frustrating always being single. Am I breaking some sort of unwritten rule by putting zero concern into my status at all?