My mom beat the ever loving crap out of me when she started suspecting that I might be gay

For the record, no I (23 male) am not gay, but growing from when I was a kid till my late teens I always came off as really feminine and almost everyone would think that I was gay, and I’d get bullied and made fun of all the time because of it. People still sometimes think I’m gay now as an adult, just not as much as when I was growing up, and I’m not even as feminine as I used to be.

But anyways I’m getting sidetracked, my mom at one point also started suspecting that I might’ve been gay, and because of my Christian upbringing this was completely unacceptable in her eyes, and I was around 12 or 13 at this time, and she spent and entire evening yelling at me and beating me with computer charger. She literally bashed my head with it so hard she almost knocked me unconscious. I remember starting to see red and blue colors as I fell to the ground.

I still feel so angry everytime I think about this.