had a friend who I was like a sister with. We knew each other from childhood to college. Sometimes during college she became so cold and indifferent towards me. She invited me out with her friends, so I got excited because she stopped asking me. Only for the energy to feel off. We stopped telling each other stuff so I told her about the guy I was talking to, she somehow added him on social media the next day. When I posted on social media she did the same. I felt like something was really off. When we met up she almost belittled me with how she acted but we still looked like the best of friends on social media. I didn’t have anyone to ask for advice, my mom said it’s somehow my fault. My aunt said to drop the friend.
I stopped reaching out. She unadded me on everything. We went from literally being on campus and seeing each other every day to suddenly strangers. It was a huge adjustment. Years later we end up in the same Facebook group to make friends. We do meet up. But she said she didn’t recognize we even fell out after I tried to inquire. We never met again after that.
I haven’t had luck making friends and I just ask why not me. All my friendships seemed to end like this one. I spend a lot of my time reading or being alone, I got a bit too comfortable with it. To the point where if I have to go somewhere different from routine- this time it was school in person- I cry or can’t sleep. It’s so bad. I feel even more alone when I put myself out there socially. I feel broken too. Because what even happened here