My mental disorders have genuinely ruined my life, I miss him so fucking much… everything’s been going wrong, I’m unable to have a happy relationship with anyone, not even my family members, everything is blamed on me and everything’s just declining in my life, I have no friends, I have no interest in making friends, no one will fill the void it was to have him always there talking to me… I am spiraling over my ex boyfriend who I’m so in love with but had to break up with because he’s a lot older and other relationship issues we had, and he called me today, we tried giving each other another chance but I fucked it up, our last opportunity I fucked it up like I always do, I got too scared to hurt again and decided to give up… his proposition was him trying to make up for his lack of reciprocation for me during our relationship and to just make up for that specific thing while we’re friends… like FWB situation.. I can’t do this ive called him back 8 times and he won’t pick up I miss him so much I’d rather die than bear this heartache any longer god please what is wrong with me
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codependence & or trauma bonded.
you both dont sound good for each other. love is not suppose to hurt ever.
yes, a break up hurts but not to the point of saying youd rather die.
pls talk to someone.