Long story short, my wife and I haven’t been able to have sex, and she wanted to give me a BJ lastnight. Everything was great but right before I came she seemingly out of nowhere gagged and threw up.
I didn’t push her head, wasn’t dirty, no alcohol was had, I didn’t cum, nothing that makes sense is a variable.
She was mortified and I was understanding and handled it like I should have. No love lost what so ever, and we’ve addressed the elephant in the room once she was more calm.
However today I’m a bit in my head about it. Oral has been something that’s came up in the past where I just wanted to be able to finish because she’s REALLY good at it, she just doesn’t like semen in her mouth.
I just feel terrible, and honestly feel like I’m disgusting or something, which I know is probably irrational.
I’m not sure what I’m looking for in this post, if anything at all. I’m just venting I guess. I don’t want to beat a dead horse by bringing it up with her again, and don’t really want to air our embarrassing laundry with friends who know both of us.
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many people have a strong gag reflex, maybe she just cant handle it, but id say just talk to her and be honest about what you want and how you feel