k Ik this finna be wild but I remember I was obsessed with this one girl I was dating. I stalked her everywhere and usually had mental breakdowns over her and I also remember I would push her friends away and everytime her tone was slightly off I would snap into really negative reactions I also remember I craved her initial on my chest (the scar is still there) and I remember I had picture my whole future with her I had everything planned even the wedding and when I would tell my parents I also remember once we broke up that she got a new gf I would breakdown often in the middle of class and lock myself in the bathroom to cnt (turn the n around) I also would scream and kick things and I also screamed at the admins bad words and allat. Anyways I once cnt her with a r!!zor and cut her back back while we were dating. I was always hitting her as my way of showing affection, never meant to hurt her (Also manipulated her into leaving all her friends subconsciously bc I was scared she would replace me w them) Overall I never meant to hurt her and even now I dream about her from time to time and our wedding and allat😿☹️
We dated 10 months. I was 11-12.