Im about to crack under the pressure

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My dad beat the absolute shit out of me yesterday for spilling rice. My dad also beat me again yesterday for another trivial reason like missing my online classes. My mom does nothing and doesnt care. They yell at me and they beat me and leave me no space to exist as a human being. And there’s no sign this shit will stop anytime soon, i have no way out from this household. This is all while my girlfriend has an UTI, which i fucking caused. She lives in a different city (more rural area) and the hospitals there are rejecting her and the ones that don’t are delaying tests for it. The infection is already spreading to her kidneys. The pharmacies wont give her antibiotics. I had some savings but i have no money left. Nothing. What the fuck do i even do, i feel so fuckijg defeated

Comments

  1. Altruistic-Detail271 Avatar

    I’m sorry you’re going through all that . How old are you? Is there anyone you could report this to? You probably didn’t cause your girlfriend UTI. What do you mean the hospital rejected her? If you’re in the US she can get over the counter UTI meds. Does she have a primary care dr or a. Walk in clinic?

  2. Patient-Analyst-4099 Avatar

    What country are you in? How old roughly are you? I don’t want you to doxx yourself but The advice you need to navigate this will depend heavily on those two factors