I have lots of reasons why I want to die e.g., low self esteem, social anxiety, family trauma and general lack of motivation/enthusiasm.
But another reason why is because I would rather not do anything that something. I have to find a job this year after I graduate but I would rather die. I need to repair my cars brake pedal this month but again i would rather die. Basically everything from little to big. I really just don’t give a fuck and it’s everything too tiring anyways. I feel so abnormal because its most people that are suicidal have bigger reasons like having 0 friends or being bullied.