Ever since I was young my dad has always has this hatred on me for no reason like he doesn’t hate me but like he gets really angry at me when I haven’t done anything, he gets so frustrated if I don’t live the way he does, say if I liked something he didn’t and I wanted it out MY money bare in mind I’m 21 he will put it down so much. We had an argument because he put a cloth in my car and I put it in the boot nd he had a massive go at me but then flipped it on me. He also looks manic like his eyes , his puplies are massive he’s never scared me because I’ve always gotten rude back but I’m just so mentally drained from it, I don’t have any nice memories with him all just bad ones where he’s made me cry when I was young while we’ll be shopping nd he’s shouted at me because I asked for a t shirt 🤦🏽♀️I’m so over it but it makes me feel so shit being around it. Sorry this is a long one but Ik I’m defo not alone.