26(M) I’ve been dealing with severe depression for the last decade, I think it has finally won. I walked out on my therapist the other day after telling her the truth and that I’m giving up on my life. I’m incapable of change, I realize that now. If I really had it in me I would have done something by now but I can’t even try. No job, no friends, never been in love, didn’t go to school, I don’t want to play catch up. I’ve wasted so much time, and I’m probably going to end up wasting more. On my way home from the therapists office I bought some sleeping pills and I have been taking them to stay asleep as long as humanly possible, I take one as soon as I wake up now. Don’t know if that will be my method as I have recently discovered a gun hidden in my basement. Anyways, I don’t exactly know why I’m typing this but it is what it is.
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Don’t do it bro, your life is of great and enormous value!
you typed it because you subconsciously want help. It sounds like your therapist isn’t right for you if you’ve been lying to her. Get a new one, try medications since this is a long term problem. I was against it for a while but it truly helps once you find the right one. You’re loved and you have a purpose here.