I’m 21 years old and I’m not really a good human cause whenever I see something bad happening with someone I know (when they actually deserve it) instead of feeling bad about them i have this little smirk on my face indirectly indicating that Good you deserve this downfall. I don’t misguide people but at the same time if they would be performing better than me i won’t be happy for them I will be jealous and it will take me time to accept that they’re better than me and all. I enjoy when people who bullied me are having a downfall. So I personally think im not a nice human
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You’re normal. You just haven’t fully matured yet. And I don’t mean that as an insult. Your perspective on life will change greatly. You actually are a head of tbe game if you are aware of this and likely are a good person.
I think every person likes to see people get what they deserve. It’s also normal to feel envious or jealous of those with things you don’t have yet. I encourage you to not judge your feelings as “good” or “bad” and instead as information that informs you of your values.
Do you value suffering and pain or do you value justice/the golden rule?
Do you value money power and success or do you value self improvement and being your best self?
It’s “normal” but kinda not acceptable? Can we say that ?
Empathy, mercy, kindness / would you be happier if you get thoses virtue in your life ? If yes, go for it.
That sounds pretty not good, have you experienced empathy before?
Nothing different than most republicans
The part of you that’s telling you it’s wrong for feeling this way, is your healthy self. I know it’s difficult to be amicable with some people but we never know what someone is going through in life. Everyone is doing the best they can. A friend of mine always tells me, “We can learn something from everyone.”
Schadenfreude, the emotional experience of pleasure in response to another’s misfortune. Schadenfreude is a German word that combines Schaden, which means “damage,” and Freude, which means “joy.” -britannica
Being “good” is stupid . Self awareness is the first step most people never take. And these people are human trash. That shadow side feeling satisfaction when karma hits your bullies. That’s human.
The jealousy before eventually accepting others’ success? Also human.
The line between ‘bad person’ and ‘normal person with complex feelings’ isn’t what you feel, it’s what you do with those feelings.
You don’t act maliciously or sabotage others, you just process your honest emotions. That counts for a lot more than you’re giving yourself credit for.
Nah ur alright man. Just mind your own business and keep moving on with ur life.