This is directed towards a someone. Let’s call (unfortunately) him, “Mark.”
“Mark,” I love you man. Like, I LOVE LOVE you. I’m a cishet man. I’ve been that way my entire life, but you’re just special, I get so close, so SO close into imagining us dating, but if I think too hard, I get disgusted and repulsed. You inspire me in so many ways, I love talking to you, if you became a trans girl it’d be a dream come true. I’d do my best to help and support you buying hrt and whatnot. You’re the sweetest and even though we’re both straight, I wish that we weren’t.