I’m so angry I never got to look him in the face and tell him everything I’ve ever thought of him. How he’s going to burn in hell for what he did to me and to others, I assume. He got off without punishment from this world, but I know this isn’t the end of it. No one misses him. Not even his own family because he was a monster. He died unloved and uncared for because he was a piece of shit. There are not enough words in the world to describe how much I hated him.
But I’m grieving because my hatred has nowhere to go. However I can be at peace knowing no other human will ever be hurt by him again.
I will find your grave, motherfucker. Wait for me.
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He’s gone. Time to relax. You need to slowly let the anger go away over time, not telling you to do it today. Start your process of letting go. Let the dead fall into eternity so that you can enjoy the rest of your life.
Just know, that in hell, they know why they are there. They have regret for eternity.
And after eternity it’s only the beginning.
They will be tormented, in the heat by demons. It will stink. It will be terrible.
Forgiveness is selfish. It sets you free and freedom is the glorious thing that they took from you in the 1st place. Also, forgiveness is free. I hope you find it one day. It sounds like you deserve it.
Have you talked to anyone about all this? (Like a therapist?)
I think you should. Living with anger isn’t good for you and I think living your best life is the best way to get back at people
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I get it, I’ve been there. You can still rage & hate & tell him, you just can’t see him react. Please seek support in processing this experience & moving forward. Not because he doesn’t deserve everything you feel & more but because you don’t deserve to keep carrying weight that shouldn’t be yours. There is a place where you can acknowledge the traumatic truth of the experience while being in a place of peace past the trauma. I hope you seek & find that place. None of it can ever un-happen but, you can stop it from dragging at you.