I’ve been debating writing about this, but why not. I accidentally fell very hard for my friend. I’m 30f and I had no interest in women until her. She’s 26. We’re both in relationships, so I’ve NEVER tried to sabotage that. She has a gf, obviously I have a bf. He and I are currently long distance, so it definitely puts a strain on our relationship. But we’re still hanging in there. Her relationship is ALSO going through. But I always try to encourage her to work it out. She partially knows my feelings, but not the true magnitude. I don’t want to have a relationship with her, but I can’t help the burning desire I have for her. It’s not because I want to use her, I hold near and dear to my Christian faith, so coming to terms with this has been HARD. Admitting my desire for THIS woman is HARD. I want her. I crave her. BADLY. This isn’t a normal occurrence for me, it’s literally just….Her. How do I get over this hump?