I Saw the Guy Who Gave Me the Best S*x of My Life in a Career Video — Years Later. And Now I Can’t Stop Thinking About Him.

This is wild, and I just need to get it off my chest.

Years ago—maybe five, maybe more—I met a guy on Bumble or Tinder. Let’s call him ABBA. I didn’t expect much, but we really hit it off, and somehow he ended up back at mine after some back and forth (don’t do this kids).

The night turned intimate even though I didn’t want or plan to, and to this day, he’s still the BEST I’ve ever had. He made me cum (rare) multiple times. He gave me oral (possibly the first time anyone had). And my body still remembers him—like viscerally. I’m blushing just writing this.

Here’s the twist: after we got close, he told me he was bisexual. He hadn’t shared that before, and honestly, I wasn’t ready to deal with that truth. It wasn’t a rejection, but I knew I didn’t have the capacity to be with someone who was open to love this way based on my own insecurities and history. He doesn’t know this. I sent a text saying we shouldn’t continue and tried to make things right but he rightfully wasn’t interested. So I moved on.

Fast forward to now: I’m in the process of applying for another degree—something I’ve always been passionate about. One to help me switch careers finally. One night I paused a video mid-way because I was too tired. The next morning, I resumed it… and nearly dropped my phone.

It was him.
ABBA.
Same face. Same energy. Talking about his career in the field I’m planning on going into.

My body stopped.
I haven’t thought about him in years. But now? I can’t get him out of my mind. The physical memory is surreal. It’s not that I haven’t thought about that night before but now it’s in my head.