Might be a bit into my friend

I’m 16F and my friend is 15F. We’re just going to call her Apple. Me and Apple have been “fake” married ever since about…6th grade. Maybe 7th. She calls me her wife all the time, flirts with me, touches me in rather intimate areas (not my kewch) and by that I mean grabbing my ass, slapping it, squeezing my breasts…and i’m HIGH-KEY into it. She lets me sit in her lap a lot, and something about it just feels beyond platonic. Sometimes I crave more than what i’m supposed to. She likes to whisper flirtatious things in my ears and even sultry things. She kisses me mostly on my cheeks or forehead, but recently we’ve been kissing….like mouth to mouth. Whether its platonic or not, its been so long since i’ve kissed someone on the lips. We’ve kissed like..idk…maybe more than 4 times, probably 5. Recently I accidentally put too much lipgloss on my lips and she wanted some of my lipgloss so we ended up kissing so she could get some of the lip gloss. Do yall think thats intimate? It definitely felt like it. 🙇🏾‍♀️