It is hard to stop thinking about it. If I masturbate I get sad, if I go out to try to meet people I am also sad by the end of the night and I wasted my night, if I use dating apps I get sad. Ok, a handful of times I have gotten a female’s number but it is also a waste of time because I get ghosted.
I have been thinking seriously about wanting to get castrated. I know its wrong or that it is supposed to be wrong. The only things I would be worried about is losing muscle even if I keep working out, maybe not having kids in the future, and people feeling sad for me.
A cool thing would be my dog and I would match. Neuter bros.
I just want to let someone know. I am afraid other men feel this way too. Or not, I should just die alone. I had a therapist, he said I was not depressed. I told him the truth, but back then I was happier lol, I reach out for help when happy.
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I think there are a couple SSRIs you can try before you jump straight to castration
I think you might be a bit too harsh on yourself. While it might have benefited you in the past, you don’t really need it anymore. Of course it’s safe and cosy, but then again, you end up alone.
Have you tried spending time with someone safe?
If you are 16 to 25, this is totally normal…