Something really bad happened earlier today, don’t read if you’re sensitive to sexual stuff.

So, back in November, there was a girl that I met in a discord server. We got along really well since we both really liked Romcom anime. We started RP’ing which eventually evolved into ERP, but not long after that she just stopped messaging me. She came back in April of this year, turned out her parents got onto her and thought I was an adult and, as a result, took away all of her stuffs. So anyways, we get back into rp’ing and we’re having a lot of fun. By this point, I’d developed feelings for her. I wanted to confess but I figured I should wait a while before doing that. Today, we were chatting about stuff and she confessed to me that she had sex with her brother earlier that day. I was honestly mortified, but I figured it was just a one time thing and it was a really bad mistake. But she started telling me about how it felt really good and that she had a really high libido, so she was really desperate for that typa stuff, even considering asking classmates for it. She started talking about doing it with him again to which I obviously tried to talk her out of it. She went silent for a while, before messaging me again saying she was doing it with him. I tried to talk her out of it again, but she wouldn’t listen saying that it was ok and that she’d just do it until she got a boyfriend. THEN, when they were taking a break, she said that they talked and decided to become an OFFICIAL couple. After that, I’m in tears and feel like I failed her as a friend since I couldn’t help her realize she needed help. This was a few hours ago, I’ve blocked her and calmed down since, but I still feel like shit and feel like I messed up by not being able to convince her that what she was doing was wrong.