There was a few occasions at dealerships where I bought a new car and I didn’t give a perfect survey and the sales guys were sad when they saw me the next time because that would’ve been an easy $4K from the auto manufacturer and I messed with their livelihood because I didn’t give a perfect rating. My own mom that I inherited this awful Neurodivergent condition has also wronged a lot of people and she is clueless she has the condition.
I took a DNA test and found out about the autistic genes. Why God would wanna burden a human being with being born with something as awful as this is beyond me.
I get lucky and periodically win decent lottery prices so I’ll go back to those dealerships and offer to give those guys the $4K each when I win my next big lottery. Last win before taxes was $25k but that’s before I found out I’m autistic through DNA test and started reflecting upon all the wrong I did to people in my life.
I was lik wtf is that really who I was? The OCD was a contributing factor too.
Interesting enough God must like me because he lets me win lottery periodically. I’ve been winning decent prices since 2018.
Even if those sales guys no longer work there I believe the general manager and the dealerships can call them and let them know that a past customer wants to make up for a bad past survey. So I hope I win the lotto again soon so I can make those guys happy with $4k.
I was so ashamed at my bizarre past that I considered legal euthanasia but they only give that to people who are terminally ill and not autism or mental illness.
I have to now be careful in my life and watch my communication with people and how I treat people. I could be becoming an offender without even knowing it due to the Neurodeviance condition.
On the bright side there was the RAV4 I bought new and I let the guy complete the survey himself. I also bought another a new Camry at a Toyota dealership and I let him completed, told him let it come to your email address so I don’t complete it. I felt bad about the previous two guys I screwed so I let the other sales guys for other new cars complete survey themselves.
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You should not feel bad about the dealership thing. If they wanted you to lie on the survey, they should have directly told you. You are not responsible for the fact that their boss will take their money if they don’t get perfect scores. I think the seller who confronted you is the one actually in the wrong, and it was highly unprofessional and inappropriate behavior on their end.
We live in a fallen world. When sin entered the picture, it created sickness and death. When we get to heaven is when there will be no sickness hunger or pain.
That is wonderful you are having serious reflection. You can ask God for forgiveness for all the wrong you’ve done, and He will forgive everything.
Please be careful with the lottery. It can eat you alive.
Jesus loves you, always.