im thinking of ending things. every day feels like a chore and im exhausted.

throwaway account because i just want to be heard.
i can’t do this anymore. ive been living in a motel for about six months and am losing it tonight because i cant afford the night.
i work, i try my best to get by, and i still am not doing enough. i walked 1.7 miles to work all winter because I dont have a car. my shoes? shredded. my clothes? ruined because of winter and having limited stuff.
waking up is exhausting and i just wanted to be cared about. i tried. i tried to figure it out. i cant do anything. i cant replace anything because i cant afford to. i cant rest. i just cant take it anymore. this is exhausting and i give up.