Thank you you may know or could not really care. Still that leaves you please I need to understand what my next mistake might and what did I do so badly I must be made to feel sadly

My heart it’s channging not for a whole round of even better so what is it yo I am not ever going to know love because my best friends so called enjoy the life of heart I must endure so is it so wrong to tell what or whom I lost cause I feel this pain deeply tonight again I’m alone cold and all kinds of lookie loo’$ be out laughing smoking playing. I’m pulling the plug you see no more free loving gone bad. I’ve come to see you lead me back dead catisies you dry mostly acrillic and hate me entirely so ya sure bye. G