I trusted him with my whole heart. I had opened up to him about my deepest insecurities especially about a certain girl and I genuinely believed he would protect me from the very things I was scared of. But everything came down when I found out the truth not from him, but through bits and pieces, suspicions, messages, and finally from her directly. She admitted it was mutual, that something happened between them, and all while I was fighting my own thoughts, trying to believe he wouldn’t do this to me. I remember asking him over and over again Did you kiss her? Did you cheat on me? and he kept twisting his words, downplaying it, making me feel like I was overreacting. I broke down in front of her, someone I never wanted to open up to, and even she called me dumb for not knowing sooner. That broke me down. The betrayal wasn’t just about physical actions it was the lies, the manipulation, the way he made me question my own instincts. He let me cry, plead, and beg for the truth, while still hiding behind excuses. He made me feel guilty for hurting when he was the one who caused the pain. And in all of this, I still kept asking myself Was I not enough? But theI gave my whole world. My loyalty, my love, my patience. And when it all came out, he chose to deflect, to run, rather than face the damage he caused. I never imagined love would break me this way that the person I defended, trusted, and loved the most would become the very person who’d make me feel like I was never enough.
How i feel? Its hard. I talked to his friend, my friend. Its like my world turned upside down and it hasn’t even been 24 hours yet. I still cant digest it that he can lie to me. He was cheating on me since months. With the girl i was insecured of.
I dont know how i would make it our from here. Idk.
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Babe, I’m so sorry you’re going through this. That’s rough and it must feel like everything’s falling apart right now. But remember, you’re way stronger than this betrayal. Don’t let him make you doubt yourself. You got this! just take it one step at a time. 😉
so sorry for you but you need some though love, you need to grow up and get hold over yourself and stop climaxing on being the victim, life isn’t a Desiny movie and there is no shortage of dùck in this world to stay loyal to a disloyal clown.
if he can’t have an adult conversation with you then break up with him through text, keep it short and simple and move on, there is no cafe closure or anything to salvage.