I feel like such a bloodsucking, negative person. I judge people really quickly. I drink way too much. I have a hard time working with people because I have trust issues.
I have blown every good opportunity that I have gotten. I see my college friends and childhood friends having happy, successful lives, and I see my colleagues working way harder than me, and I don’t know what to think.
I have very little faith in humanity. Society seems like a big joke to me. I think deep down I would rather be dead, but I’m never going to kill myself. I just keep living this silly charade of “life”.
I’ve been to therapy since I was a child. I still sometimes go to therapy, but I find that when I talk about my problems with a therapist; they either don’t understand or they aren’t really listening.
I really don’t understand really who I am anymore. Being an adult is very strange to me. It seems very natural to some people, but I really don’t enjoy it
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