I know I’m a manipulator, I also know I’m very good at it.

I grew up very quiet and observant as a kid. I saw a lot of bad things. Once I believed that women were pure and it would be just you two forever, but no that’s not the case. It got ruined from me at the age of 13. I really liked this girl at school, and she ended up sleeping with my friend. After that I looked at women differently.

Over the years I’ve developed the yes’s, and no’s of women. Pretty much I learned how to talk to them, feed into their feelings, emotions, and fantasies. I portrayed myself as a perfect man with little flaws, maybe husband material, but in reality I know that I use women. There’s time where I will lead you on for months, get what I want, and block you. I cover up by not disclosing personal information for you to track me down. For you ask? Needs, my fantasies of a perfect household, etc. Honestly I know it’s wrong but it doesn’t affect me. If a girl wants to leave me so what? There’s billions of others right? That’s my mindset. I’ll make you feel like the villain while I’m the victim. You need me to act like I care ? You need me to fit your description of a man ? I will certainly do that. Maybe you’ll never find out my secrets, if you do I’ll move onto the next. I’m sorry I’m this way, I am, but how do I change ? Where do I start?