I don’t deserve my wife
Just some ranting. Last weekend my wife told me that thanks to me she sees the world in color an cannot imagine how would it be without me. I almost cried at the spot. She is my everything and i feel the same. I just don’t know what she sees in me that turns her eyes into hearts when she sees me. I never told everyone but i suffer from depression since i remember. Just the feeling that the world itself is not the place where i belong. I see all black and white and shades of gray. I don’t feel fulfilled in anything i do. Only my wife is my joy. She is my color and i thank God everyday that put her on my path. She is like my guardian angel.
Edit. I got the post removed because i’m still a novice regarding reddit, flairs, tags and so on. anyway i wanted to thank everybody who commented on my post. Thank you guys and gurls for your support. Whish alle the happiness
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Just some ranting. Last weekend my wife told me that thanks to me she sees the world in color an cannot imagine how would it be without me. I almost cried at the spot. She is my everything and i feel the same. I just don’t know what she sees in me that turns her eyes into hearts when she sees me. I never told everyone but i suffer from depression since i remember. Just the feeling that the world itself is not the place where i belong. I see all black and white and shades of gray. I don’t feel fulfilled in anything i do. Only my wife is my joy. She is my color and i thank God everyday that put her on my path. She is like my guardian angel.
Edit. I got the post removed because i’m still a novice regarding reddit, flairs, tags and so on. anyway i wanted to thank everybody who commented on my post. Thank you guys and gurls for your support. Whish alle the happiness
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I’m glad you found someone who loves you as deeply as she loves you. That said, please don’t ignore your depression. I have major depressive disorder and bipolar disorder, and I know how deep and dark those holes can get. There’s no shame in seeking treatment, and I’m sure your wife would want you to be as healthy and happy as possible.
My daughter and my wife are my color. I feel you and hope you find respite.
Her seeing the world in color because of you speaks volumes. She clearly sees something amazing in you.
Your above your wife don’t foget that
You did something right for the universe to send her your way, and I’m so happy that you found color in your life in her.
Make sure to take care of you too though, depression can kick you while you’re down as I’m sure you know this already. Know that you belong here and focus on getting better for not just yourself, but now your wife. You were put on this earth for a reason, don’t downplay your importance in this world!
Dude. Listen.
My wife is absolutely the light of my life. Or color as you put it.
So are my kids.
Stop saying you don’t deserve her and realize why you do.
Ask her why you do.
I’ve always felt my wife could do better. She seems to disagree.
Who am I to argue?