TIFU by ignoring previous auditory hallucinations

r/

Took an edible cause when in Amsterdam, why not

Completely lost sense of Reality to a point where I was sure I was gonna die and called ambulance so I didnt hurt myself or my girlfriend. Luckily they took me into ER after a lot of convincing and freaking out from my side and gave me oxamepam.

Some symptoms were: Lost sense of time, I was saying things and forgetting them immediately so I felt like I was essentially speaking gibberish. Extreme paranoia, when my girlfriend and the EMTs refused at first my request to take me to the hospital I thought they were my enemies that wanted me to die. Intrusive thoughts, I felt like that if I was gonna go to the balcony to catch fresh air I was gonna probably jump off of it so I locked myself in the bathroom. More symptoms were just complete insanity, felt like my personality fragmented so I was just trying to cope in various ways to keep reminding myself who I was and who my girlfriend was.

Am now recovered with lingering depersonalization and wooziness a day and a half later, feeling sometimes 99% like my old self with small windows of 80-85% but on average im like 90-95% recovered

TL:DR Dont ignore past experiences guys