Maybe the wrong sub. I’m 21, trying my fucking hardest to get by anymore after fracturing my right and ankle and knee from a seizure. I’m tired of it all man, I’m only mentally getting worse and want to make it all stop. 682 in rebt debt since I couldnt work and can barely eat now, no family, nothing. This is not for sympathy, this is how I feel and unless I can change shit, it will be short. Hope all is well boys. All love.
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Are you here in the states?
Wish you the best 🫶
Which state are you in?
Don’t give up! Use your head and figure out the next steps…I believe in You!
Please see on line where you can get help in your predicament…. There is help out there….
Im sorry im sorry . Remember that u will heal and thats the wonderful thing abt a more than tough situation. this is going to be temporary and u will learn more abt urslef and ur strength after u fight through it :> You are worth sticking through the pain and coming out on the other side stronger. Take it one day at a time. Count everything u r grateful for. Be patient with urself and your body. Maybe look for some remote jobs if that interests u too since u mentioned money. It feels too much to handle but our feelings arnt always factual. I believe you can handle it I believe u will
Christ loves u !
We need you here. Hang on.
There are places that can help you. I’m not in DE so I don’t know what resources are there but I got in touch with a mental health/addiction place when I had nothing. It was called NHS at the time, now it’s called Merakey. I think they’re all over the US so you can probably get in touch with them. They helped me find a home and income and food when I was down on my luck. This is their location finder on their website. Put in your info or just zip code and it’ll tell you the closest 1 to you. If you don’t have insurance you can still get a case worker/recovery specialist from them that will help you find what you need to help you with all your problems. There are other places like Merakey if they don’t work out
https://www.merakey.org/locations
Go to local churches and see if your state has any income help. There are certain programs as well as rent help you can get. I know it’s a bummer and probably the last thing you’d want to use any energy on, but mostly it’s showing income, explaining your situation and it can buy you a couple of months. You can always see if there’s a way they can also hire you to help with things from home (like tech, customer care and such). You can always direct message me as well. So we can brainstorm. You’re not alone
Please seeks help
Hang in there. I’m old enough to confirm that it all will be okay. You’re young enough to bounce back. Please seek help. You have a purpose here.
Quote from me of my favorite songs:
“Any major dude with half a heart surely will tell you my friend
Any minor world that breaks apart falls together again
When the demon is at your door
In the morning it won’t be there no more
Any major dude will tell you”
Basically, negative thoughts can overwhelm us, especially in the moment. You’ve had some pretty shitty luck, no doubt about it. But it’s not going to be like this in the longer term. Things can work out for you and what’s directly in front of you won’t last. You did the right thing to vent and let it out. Keep posting.
Hey mate, I just want to let you know you’re not alone, even if it feels like it right now. I hear the weight in your words and I’m so sorry things have come to this point. You’ve been dealt a bloody hard hand, and it’s not weak to feel worn down by it.
I don’t know you, but I care enough to say this: you don’t deserve to be stuck in pain without a hand reaching back. The system is shit, and surviving it isn’t a character flaw. You’re not broken, I think you’re just exhausted. Anyone would be in your position.
You don’t owe anyone a smile or a silver lining right now. But I do hope, truly, you can hold on just a bit longer. Things can change, even if it’s slow and ugly. If you need someone to yell at the world with you or just sit in the silence, I’m around.
All love, for real. You matter. Don’t let the dark convince you otherwise, we may be separated by an ocean but you and I share more in common than you think.
Hope luck turns a corner for you man.
All the best from some shlub in Canada. I’m rooting for you.
Call 211
Probably something you’ve already done, but have you applied for short term disability through your state?