I am so lost that I dont even really know what the issue is. Whether its the fact that my vocabulary is not on that level or that the sentences are too complex but I just feel lost while reading such articleshttps://sg.docworkspace.com/d/sIOmU-uSbApvR6MAG here is an example of such article and here is a piece from it where I felt completely lost
“As a social relation, intimacy is a constant source ofambivalence. This ambivalence is usually chalked up toattachments to something else (e.g., unrequited love or anaive vision of the good life), attachments that are problematic yet formative for the self and other. What such renderings of intimacy misrecognize is how ambivalences ensuing from intimacy grow directly out of the very conditionsthat make intimacy possible. Intimacies across historicalmoments have been consistently organized around different forms of inequality. Waste intimacies draw our attention to the diverse forms of work, social relations, and affects through which life, both public and private, is madepossible and reproduced in uneven ways, while emphasizing the antinomies of autonomy and dependence as theyemerge through waste work as a social relationship. By being attentive to those ambivalences, we can begin to discern the inequalities on which intimacy is built and, eventually, the grounds on which we, like many others, cometo stand. These grounds, however, are faulty, causing thosewho stand on them to be unhinged and in constant searchof finding their footing in those social relations presumedto anchor them. We could gain much by attuning ourselves to the unevenness of life built on such intimacies—life in which social actors constantly come up against theantinomies of autonomy and dependence while navigating their own sense of self in an unequal world shared withothers.” How can I reach a level where I understand such texts