It’s my birthday but I don’t feel very happy which makes me feel angry at myself.

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I’m turning yet another number bigger and I am shocked I managed to get this far. I invited my three friends to my birthday party and only one showed up so that was (not) fun lol. Feel kinda sad about it but they were busy so it doesn’t matter. Although I had a great time with the friend who did come! But still despite all this I still am crying because barley anything happened today? I know it sounds stupid but it just felt hollow today. It hasn’t ended yet but I still feel very lonely which is weird because I got happy birthdays from all of my friends and family members online so why is that??? I get that only 1 friend came but the rest were busy with their own thing so I feel kinda selfish and angry at myself for crying over it. It’s not even that important of an event??? But hey tonight I’m gonna watch a movie, play on the PS2, play minecraft, and eat some cake to celebrate by myself probably so that’ll be fun! Anyways have a great day/night! Drink food and eat water!

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  2. -sunshine6 Avatar

    Happy Birthday honey!!!
    Xxx
    Hope you make some wish and make it magical.
    And do one thing or buy something small for yourself that you always wanted but didn’t get.