I’ll keep it nice and short, I don’t care to do anything nor enjoy anything anymore.
I don’t care about making money, work, friends, family, learning, eating, going out, literally nothing.
I don’t enjoy anything anymore, my only escape from reality was video games, but I just don’t enjoy them at all anymore.
I don’t even love or like anyone anymore, not my family, not my friends, no one.
I don’t know whether my apathy stems from purposelessness or if purposelessness is a result of apathy. I’m smoking my lungs away because of this.
I don’t know what to do.
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You care about what we have to say because you posted this in the first place.
If you have lots going on, you can subconsciously block your emotions. It takes time to heal and to deal with all said issues, if that makes sense.
If you truly do feel apathy for everything and everyone. Then you need to seek help. Apathy often is apart of depression and although it seems unlikely to manifest into much, it can become a real issue and cause issues in life.
I am sure there are things in your life worth trying for and as such try reaching out to a doctor about getting help. If you are feeling unproductive, dissatisfied and disassociate from what is around you, this will more likely than not, get worse, before it gets better. You need a purpose and you need help.
I feel the same sometimes. I am also depressed so
This is depression. Seek professional help.