I love my boyfriend so much!

I don’t have any friends to talk to about this so it’s been driving me CRAZY because I just love my boyfriend and I don’t get to tell anyone about it outside of my family and comment sections.

He is genuinely the sweetest person. He literally doesn’t believe in “hating” people. He’s so kind and supportive even when I’m most definitely being annoying. He never, ever makes me feel stupid. Most, if not all, of my past parters have put down my intelligence and made me feel dumb. Him? He will answer my stupidest questions with a smile every single time. He’s so freaking smart too, even though he puts himself down. He also works SO hard and does SO well even though he’s going through so much shit rn, it’s inspiring. He’s so amazing I just admire him and adore him so much. He’s not perfect by a long shot, he has his flaws. I love those too, I love him so utterly completely.
Being around him just puts my usually anxious self at ease. I feel truly at home with him. My heart just feels so full it almost seems unnatural. I just sleep better with him and exist better with him and I do better because of him. I’m so so so glad he’s mine. I love him so hard that sometimes it makes me tear up.
Oh and he’s so freaking handsome I cannot stress that enough. He has these beautiful curl. A curved/hooked nose that he hates but i absolutely adore (I do just stare at it sometimes I love it it’s so handsome) soft skin, cute, round cheeks. I love the way he smells, even his sweat.
I also know beyond doubt that he loves me. Which is so comforting. I don’t think he’s disloyal or lying to me, I know I can fully trust him. Which is admittedly a hard thing for me to do thanks to my anxiety and past experiences, but he just bypassed that. I get scared sometimes that it’s a honeymoon phase love, we both do. But I don’t care, all I know is that I love him. Flaws and all. I love my sweetness so much.