It’s varied over the years… for 14 yrs it was a verbally and psychologically abusive parent that I cared for through cancer but loved with all my heart.
Lately it’s my ex .. the person that said he saw me, saw the challenges I had survived, saw my strength and claimed he loved me
I don’t have such a person. I don’t cry a lot. Most times when I do, it’s usually connected with a pet’s death or something wrestling related that gets to me for some reason. Sometimes those wrestling tears are happy tears too.
My son. He has a mental illness and cycles through rage, grief, guilt projection, manipulation, and threat. The intensity of what he says to me is staggering- blame, accusations, verbal abuse, cruelty, saying I never existed as a mother, repeating over and over that I am his abuser. He lashes out and pours all of that rage and pain on me, projects it on me, because he knows I will stand here and take it. And I have. But what if I break.
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My partner the best and the worst, emotional rollercoaster 😂
My mom. Both kinds. She’s the one who hurts me and heals me the most.
Myself
Rn I Myself is the only reason I have cried the most
Myself. I’m drowning in self pity and loneliness. No end in sight
Mom
Me, myself and I
Good and bad
That should be my mother. Earlier it was my ex.
My boss. She doesn’t directly make me cry but she is the reason for most of the crying I do lol
My mom :/ She’s made me cry more times than I could ever count. It’s been 98% bad cries 🙁
It’s varied over the years… for 14 yrs it was a verbally and psychologically abusive parent that I cared for through cancer but loved with all my heart.
Lately it’s my ex .. the person that said he saw me, saw the challenges I had survived, saw my strength and claimed he loved me
My daughter, she’s lost in a drug habit and turned away from the ones who loved her most.
My son – but only ever happy tears. He makes everything so wonderful that sometimes it hurts.
I don’t have such a person. I don’t cry a lot. Most times when I do, it’s usually connected with a pet’s death or something wrestling related that gets to me for some reason. Sometimes those wrestling tears are happy tears too.
My husband
My son. He has a mental illness and cycles through rage, grief, guilt projection, manipulation, and threat. The intensity of what he says to me is staggering- blame, accusations, verbal abuse, cruelty, saying I never existed as a mother, repeating over and over that I am his abuser. He lashes out and pours all of that rage and pain on me, projects it on me, because he knows I will stand here and take it. And I have. But what if I break.
Meeeee!!!😁
My husband
My ex fiance who is a avoidant attachment & also not my fiance now as of March. So that’s great lol