I feel lost and a bit depressed

I feel like I’m going through a quarter life crisis. I’m at college and finishing my bachelors in the next 1.5 years and I just had the crushing realization that i don’t wanna go to medical school and I already feel like a failure even though I never really wanted to go or even got in if that makes any sense.

I don’t even know if I want to be in healthcare but just in case I am finishing my pre requisites (plan b? Plan c???)

I’m at my parent’s house for break and I feel so anxious? I know I’m supposed to rest but all I keep thinking about is what I’m gonna do career wise. I’m up all night researching different jobs and their salary’s and their positions and how to get in and that’s scary cause the job markets fucking shit and I don’t know what to do. I don’t know what I’m doing.