First, sorry for being too visual, and sexual. I literally purged my profile for this post. Second, please don’t judge me too much, it was the most humiliating moment in my entire life.
I’m a 27 years old guy, and back in the days I had sex with a girl I barely know. We haven’t talked for like a year, we live in a different city. Last week’s firday afternoon she called me on the phone, and she said that she is in a bachelorette party, and they want a guy there (they needed a strip, but she didn’t want to say it) – I think I have a pretty decent body, I hit the gym 6 times a week for years, I guess that’s why she called me.
I said why not, I’m single, what could go wrong? I arrived, I slowly get to know with them and I started to drink with them. We had some spicy games, but nothing too serious. Then they wanted me to be shirtless, so I took off my shirt. Some time later they wanted me to be fully naked. First, I said no, but then they was like started canting to take off everything, so I did.
I wanna stop here and tell a short story. I was a porn addict and there came a time when my manhood failed me with a random girl. The day after that I started my “nofap journey”, and it was my 26th day without ejaculation.
Back to the story: I was there – obviously with a hard erection, and the girls liked that a lot. To be honest, I enjoyed the situation. Next game: I have to give a feet message to the bride to be. I don’t have a feet fetish at all, but I have a calf fetish. She was in shorts, so I could message her calves too. It was the hottest thing in my entire life. Sorry, for sharing too much details, but there was something I’ve never felt before. It was like my penis “wanted to get bigger”, and I felt a pressure in it. Then.. it happened: I started shaking, I felt warm down there, and I had an orgasm. I wasn’t prepared for any of this, I didn’t know that I’m able to have an orgasm without touching it. I instantly crouched down, and it lasted way longer than it should be in normal cases. She obviously was freaked and said things like “stop it’, like I could stop anything..
The worst part is, that one of them accused me that i stroked myself, but I swear I’m not. When I was on my way out of the house, I talked with a girl who invited me, and I apologized and said that I haven’t fapped in 26th days, and this whole scene was too hot for me to handle. I just couldn’t hold it. She said I’m an asshole for not felt what was coming, and also an asshole why I wasn’t emptied myself before the party.
I really feel down right know, and I feel tremendous amount of shame right now.
TL;DR: I was doing nofap, and it was my 26th day. The girl I have sex with previously called me randomly, because she were at a bachelorette party, and they needed a strip (I’m not a strip, just a random single guy). They wanted me to give a feet message to the bride while I was naked. I have a calf fetish, and I started to give a message to her calves too. It was too much for me, and I just came spontaneously in front of them. I didn’t even know until now that it is possible to have an orgasm without anyone touching it.