Currently 23 weeks. Father left me and our 2 year old when I was 8 weeks. I knew I shouldn’t have kept the baby. My mental health has been declining heavily since day one and I’ve seemed out every support available. I’m fucking scared and I know I won’t make another 17 weeks.
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Have you thought of connecting with an adoption agency? It sounds like maybe you are not in a stable place to have a kid? If so finding a loving home is possible and they often help with resources for you to have medical care and support while you have the baby.
You are always stronger than you think. Do you want advice or to vent?
There are hundreds of loving couples on the adoption waiting list please please don’t do anything permanent. You can give the baby up and it will be taken care of and you could even be in it’s life if you wanted. I do want you to know that you are stronger than you think and you are amazing for getting this far. But if you don’t want this baby please there are so many that do. You can also surrender your baby if you have it and then decide that you cant or don’t want to keep it. There will be no backlash for doing this. You’re not a bad person for not wanting this baby. You matter too