i hate kids

i hate how loud they are it genuinely makes me so angry. and im not talking about them crying sure thats annoying but most of the time they have a reason for it and yk it makes sense. but screaming, yelling, stomping? as a like 7-10 year old pisses me off so bad. especially the spoiled ones like just stop. and dont get me wrong i dont want them to go through anything horrible but like i want them to be aware of things so they know how good they have it and stuff. like my little cousin makes me so mad all the time. shes too loud and knows i hate when people are loud and she understands that but just doesnt care i have told her multiple times and so has her mother. shes also so spoiled it pisses me off she gets mad and stuff when she doesnt get a toy or candy from the store whenever we go. girl i went through months without getting new toys or candy because of the stuff my mom and step dad were doing. and dont get me wrong i do love her but she makes me mad so often even the slightest things she does makes me mad. and im pretty sure thats because i dont like kids. its the same with every kid if im being honest i just didnt know how present the dislike was until now. i also think part of it is that i have a hatred of loud noises due to some past stuff and kids remind me of bad things so that might have something to do with it.