I don’t know what to do. I’m so confused. I’m trying to talk to people but they’re not replying. I feel like a monster and it won’t stop unless I die. I need someone to tell me if I deserve death or not, how am I supposed to do anything without knowing if I should live or not. I’m going to fail school because I have no energy to do schoolwork and I don’t think I deserve to finish high school anyway. I don’t have anyone to talk to but I’m also incapable of having and starting conversations with anyone. My posts aren’t uploading, I can’t speak to anyone so the only thing I can do is post on here. Why am I being downvoted?? Why can’t you just tell me the truth instead?
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No one has the right to tell you whether you should live or not , you are in a hard time right now but it’s just a short part of your life you are still in the early pages of your book you still have a lot of chapters to write nothing constant everything is in change . High school is so f easy, I studied the bare minimum just to pass it , my motivation was my family prolly but deep inside me i constantly believed in myself that i will pass it failing wasn’t an option you will sometimes have zero energy to study i suggest going out on a walk for a an hour changing the environment really helps.
No one deserves to feel as they deserve to die. Especially when you are just starting your life. Remember, progress isn’t linear.
Idk if I can help you, but I can listen.