So I’m a 28 year old who used to compete at county level but felt oppressed by the standards and mores surrounding me and wanted to escape. I started eating and gradually lost competitiveness until I was no longer able to qualify. It has been one of the most exciting periods of my life for many reasons and has brought up a lot of previous repressed thoughts and desires. The loss of my previous body and life has been profoundly affecting but also really exciting. The intersection of the humiliation and taboo side of it has been surprisingly powerful. I don’t know how far I’ll go but my life has been utterly transformed as has perception of me in a social space. Ask me anything 🙂
F28, ex competitive gymnast who became a feedee to escape gymnastics. AMA
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How much weight have you gained? Do you still exercise? What’s your favorite thing to pig out on?
How much do you wish to gain?
My daughter is 11yo and currently does competitive gymnastics. She loves it. What advice would you give?
Does your weight change have any impact on your libido, sensitivity to touch, or flexibility?
Are you worried about developing diabetes
What is a feedee?
Have any of your old teammates seen you recently? If so, what was their reaction? Do you have a weight limit?
What got you into it
Whats the best part of it
Whats some of your favourite words to be called
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Ideal bmi
Do you think about the consequences of gaining that much weight on your body, your limbs your joints, and as you get older the wear and tear that will affect your body?
Hope this isn’t offensive but has your body shape changed due to being a feedee?
What other changes have you gone tgrough besides the weight gain
Do you like your new body more than your old one. Do you feel better giving yourself the fuel you actually need?
Hey!
I am a feedee too. I felt it for longer but only recently discovered that this is an actual thing with a name and a community, which really excited me.
I am just really scared to give into that fantasy and really gaining weight, since it also contradicts to so many of my own views and hobbies, (and just like you mentioned in other replies: I don’t want to see other’s reaction, but the thought of them reacting shocked makes me feel a whole lot of things)… the fantasy is really strong, and I am pretty ashamed of it at the same time and I was wondering how you handle this inner conflict. I’m currently just trying to figure things out and if I want to give in.
Can I also ask if you have a feeder?
Because I think I’d like to have one. In one part I still want to be seen as a human on the other part I really like the encouraging/humiliating part of it and uhghhhh I just don’t know how to align those things with my life and values. In my head I don’t even want to balance it, I really crave to just “pig out”, but uhgkdh.
And how are your parents reacting?
Hope you can somewhat understand me. English isn’t my native language.
What would the old you think and say
How did your family react?
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Do your thighs rub and/or chafe now when you’re walking from all of the extra weight you ate and packed on?